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[13 Aug 2003|12:52pm] |
so i was hurt and i was gonna make some entry about it here
and then i thougth about it and was like "thats dumb you would only be doing that because you hope the person its about would read it- thats lame"
livejournal is lame its so self indulgent and masturbatory
goodbye
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[04 Aug 2003|07:28am] |
i never want to move ever again
joe hammer will me my home from now till the day i die
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[22 Jul 2003|04:07pm] |
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2003-09-05 Trocadero Philadelphia PA Magnet Anniversary Party THE SHINS w/Guided By Voices, My Morning Jacket
on a side note as of yesterday it's been 6 months (time flys when you are having fun )
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[21 Jul 2003|12:55pm] |
you know i never thought of birds as being carnivorous but today i saw a hawk tearing a pigeon to threads like it was nobody's business
it was a little unsettling actually
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[20 Jul 2003|04:24pm] |
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heatmiser is awesome
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[18 Jul 2003|04:34pm] |
its riany and gross and i walked to brave new world to get dismemberment plan tickets and there were none
i can tell today is going to be a ball of fun
(i wish i was going to siren fest :( )
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[15 Jul 2003|12:59pm] |
so i get a call last night from phill. he tells me that some girl offered to let them stay at the house she is house-sitting but being the good house sitter she is (you know ASIDE from the fact that she is letting 6 complete strangers stay there) she has to lets the families ROTWILERS roam the house all night which means that the guys have to get in a bed room and stay in all night (no getting up for a drink or to pee) so phill informs me that they are basically being held prisoners in the room of a 10 yr old boy and outside they are being guarded my barking rottweiler i said that they better be careful nd she might keep them there indefinatly. he says this may be are last conversation ever i assured him that if i don't here from him in a week i will contact the san antonio police
he also shared with me the boy"s (who's room they were staying in ) sept. 11 hiaku's...sooo good
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[08 Jul 2003|02:53pm] |
promises that may have been broken if they had not first fallen on the deaf ears of those who had already been wounded many times over and who now only sought a safe place to nurse to thier wounds somwhere to lay down - numb and drunk with no memory of what was promised or taken away
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[03 Jul 2003|05:13pm] |
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i can't help feeling a little threatened
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[30 Jun 2003|01:25pm] |
Bright Eyes - Aug 2nd ,club laga
happy birthday to me!
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[18 Jun 2003|12:43pm] |
so yesterday i was feeling nastalgic and reading back through some of my old entries and was disheartened when i came upon this:
Jan 16
http://www.livejournal.com/users/eponine07/23353.html
i was looking at these anonymous replyies and it made me pretty upset because i realised from what was written that :
1. this seems to be someone who knows me or "thinks" they know me and has known me for awhile bacause they think i have changed from what they must have previously thought i was
2.they made the statement "you'll get bitchy" and "you get pissed about everything" meaning they must have aquired these beliefs from being around me awhile and for good periods of time
3 the conclusion: this is someone who is / was and is/ was pretending to be a friend but must secretly dislike me
4. so if so WHO ARE YOU ? i am pretty put out by the fact that maybe to this day i am talking to you and we are acting like friends but this is the way you really feel
...grr i don't know who is real anymore
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[17 Jun 2003|02:31pm] |
so i turn 22 in a little under 2 weeks, here is my wish list:
-one vespa -one room to live in for aug -someone to clean my apt -one case of augistiner dark -a computer
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[13 Jun 2003|03:20pm] |
1) First grade teacher: Mrs. Bruce 2) Last word you said: Sorry 3) Last song you sang: Falling For You - Shelia Nichols 4) Last person you hugged: Eli 5) Last thing you laughed at: somthing either eli or i said last night i am sure 6) Last time you said "I love you': at about 3:15 am last night 7) Last time you cried: wed night for like 2 seconds 8) What's in your CD player: Belle And Sebastian - The State That I am In, i think Wilco and i think Aerogramme 9) What color socks are you wearing: i don't wear socks 10) What's under your bed: omg soo much junk 11) What time did you wake up today: 11 am. 12) Current taste: burrito 13) Current hair: umm gross. 14) Current clothes: black vneck shirt , tan capri's, black shoes 15) Current annoyance: lack of money 16) Current longing: sleep . company, a drink. 17) Current desktop picture: N/A 18) Current worry: what i am gonna with my weekend 19) Current hate: drame 20) Story behind your LJ username: Name of a character in les mis the 07 was just added for flava 21) Current favourite article of clothing: this grey and white sleaveless t , my new 5 dollor jeans 22) Favourite physical feature of the opposite sex/same sex: upper arms, eyes. smile 23) Last CD that you bought: knapsack 24) Favourite place to be: my my house watching 24 with eli 25) Least favourite place: work 26) Time you wake up in the morning: 11 27) If you could play an instrument, what would it be: drums 28) Favorite color: red, black 29) Do you believe in an afterlife: yes 30) How tall are you: 5'5" 31) Current favourite word/saying: the cool cards are out the window , you got me all twisted up in the game 32) Favorite book: Perks Of Being a Wallflower 33) Favorite season: Spring 34) One person from your past you wish you could go back and talk to: Sarah 35) Favorite day: Friday 36) Where do you want to go: Ireland 37) What is your career going to be like: whats career 38) How many kids do you want?: 1 39) What kind of car will you have: mini cooper, jetta, Vespa 40) Type a line you remember from any book: "I just need to know that someone out there listens and understands and dosen't try to sleep with people even if they chould have" 41) A random lyric: "all your secret wishes could right now be comeing true, be forever with my poison arms around you " 42) Identify some things surrounding your computer: like a hundred other computers, a lady with oragge sweat pants
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[12 Jun 2003|04:06pm] |
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got back from philly last night
what a cool city with some awesome people
tues. night we saw elliot smith which was amazing.
we ended up staying with mike and missy from bco who were amazingly hospitable depsite the short notice and all
wed. we did alot of shopping on South St. i got cute shoes among other things
i ended up seeing JASON - weirdest thing ever!
eli got me the dead rubber duck i saw in the window of one of the stores! - its soo not cute -cute - he's the best !
ok thats all for now
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[02 Jun 2003|10:33am] |
ANYONE WANT TO DRIVE ME TO PHILLY I WILL LOVE YOU FOREVER!
philly -june 10th. ELLIOTT SMITH!!!
from BC0 {solo acoustic. rumor has it that he might not even be bringing an amp. no word on the openers yet. tickets on sale now at the troc box office and probably thru ticketmaster. troc # 215 922 LIVE. }
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[28 May 2003|02:37pm] |
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jus a few things for the record:
1. i have gone over a week without drinking soda/ pop- this rules 2. i am almost 1/2 through season one of 24 - this show is addictive 3. the flour tortillas i bought at giant eagle are sub par- this is disappointing
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